I’m still in a lot of pain- and I still wish someone that loves me was here to take me to the ER. If I were to describe what I’m feeling I would say my internal organs have expanded and are filling my insides till they touch the inner walls. The pain in my back has gone from a 4 to a 7/8. Not quite unbearable enough yet. Starting to feel some nausea and I’ve noticed I keep getting the hiccups. Which I find weird but am not sure if it’s a symptom of anything. I do notice a weird feeling when I finish peeing- not actually when I’m peeing tho. I swear people that have paranoia should not have access to google and webmd because I try to round up all my symptoms to figure out what’s wrong with me.
And probably a ton of other things.
Pain in lower back (right)
Feeling of swollen organs
Pain in stomach (right)
Weird feeling when done peeing
Slight warmth at problem area
So- because in the AM there is tons of traffic, I’m most likely going to wait till like 10ish to take myself to the hospital but I have to work tonight at 545-11. So we will see what happens. I’ll keep you updated.
So if anyone actually follows my Tumblr, the man who has tried to contact me on different occasions to get me to sleep with him and I posted our conversations on here has tried to contact me for a third time. He sent me an email as a man named Lee and it went to chatting me up well me being the genius that I am checked his email address which was the same one the man before was using to contact me to give me to sleep with him. I proceeded to email back and say I know anyone I don’t want to sleep with you please stop contacting me. His response was “I shouldn’t have contacted you I don’t know why you’re still talking to me I’m not going to sleep with you and I’m happy about that goodbye. ” The thing I laugh about is the nerve of him saying he’s not going to sit with me and is happy about it when in reality he was the one the first contacted me in pursuit of that. At this point with this situation and the other situation going on in my life I am through with men.!.
BLACK = I would date you.
GREEN = I think you’re cute.
BLUE = You are my tumblr crush.
GREY = I wish you would notice me.
PURPLE = I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.
TEAL = We have a lot in common.
YELLOW = I don’t know you at all.
ORANGE = I don’t like your blog.
BROWN = I don’t like you.
PINK = I think you are unattractive.
RED = I hate you with a burning passion.
WHITE = You scare me.
RAINBOW = BED PLZ.
(Source: omgreblog, via thisisabrandnewme)
è troppo chiedere per voi come me indietro?
Guess it’s true, I’m not good at a one-night stand
But I still need love ‘cause I’m just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don’t want you to leave, will you hold my hand?
Oh, won’t you stay with me?
‘Cause you’re all I need
This ain’t love, it’s clear to see
But darling, stay with me
Why am I so emotional?
No, it’s not a good look, gain some self-control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn’t hurt